WOW... 2 blog posts in one day...
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I know this is going to make me seem stuck up or something, but the other day, I took Brampton Transit for the VERY FIRST TIME!

Yeah... I rode the bus.

I was like an everyday person, going to an everyday job.  It was kinda cool.  (Ok, now it really does make me sound "snooty" doesn't it?)

Just to keep you guys up to speed.  I had been staying at home going insane until a friend, a pastor, asked me if I would be interested in helping him with a project.  The project is calling neighbourhoods in British Columbia on behalf of a new church.  We are trying to get people to let us send them packages of information. 

I hated it at first, because... I hate talking on the phone and I also hate telemarketers (Sorry if you are one...don't take it personally.  I just hate being bothered when I'm at home).  But then I started to think "Hey... some of these people will actually wind up in Church and come to know Jesus because I introduced them to this new church in the area."  That makes me feel pretty good.

It doesn't pay that well, but it gives me some Christmas spending money and gets me out of the house.  I was beginning to become literally sick from staying inside so much! 

So... yeah.

After the New Year I have to find a job somewhere.  That should be fun... GRRRR.

Pray for me, okay?

P.S.  OH yeah... does anyone know how someone could be calling my house with a fake display number? 

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"DON'T WORRY... BE HAPPY"
Current mood: blah
Category: MySpace

Hey dudes and dudettes...

Apparently my last blog raised a few eyebrows and some, (one in particular) are wondering if I was pointing my finger at them.

Unfortunately I will have to limit my comments to this blog site only.

1.  I am pretty sure that those who have been adding to my   pain are none of those who read this blog.  They aren't the type who would be into myspace... unless they're spying on me. hehehe

2.  I do know the whole story (and more) about my recent troubles.  I have no freedom right now to discuss them, but someday I will.

I'm sorry for making SOME of you worry about me by my depressing blogs.  Please, live your life and be happy!

My world nearly came to an end.  But I'm still here.

PT

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Yeah... another depressing blog
Current mood: groggy
Category: Friends

My back is sore.

Sore from being stabbed so much.

It's in the trying times that you discover who is really with you for the long haul and who is not.  I have discovered so much about people lately.  Some people that I didn't really know, and some people that I had my doubts about have really shown me a lot of kindness and friendship.  On the other hand, some people I thought I knew have turned on me.

I don't know if I'm just becoming numb or what... But I don't feel like hating anyone.  Not even myself.  I just want to get back to where I need to be.  And that's the hard part. 

This maze has had so many twists and turns, that I don't even know if it's possible to find the starting point again.  But maybe God will cut down an opening, an "escape hatch"  just for me... Who knows?

PT

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Update
Current mood: mellow
Category: Life

Well for the few of you that read my blogs, maybe you would like an update on any changes that have taken place in my life.   Well,

NOTHING HAS CHANGED.

Ok, that was an exaggeration.

I am still taking time to sort things through.  I am home almost everyday with plenty of time on my hands.  This was a real jolt to my system at first, because if you know me, I was used to an insane schedule.

In the evenings, I have been helping a friend and his organization plant a church in B.C. by making phone calls to neighbourhoods our there.  We call from 8-12 to correspond with their time.  I don't really like talking on the phone, but at least I am helping people hook up with a good church.  So, it's ministry... not what I want to do, but something.  And, it's giving me a little Christmas spending money.

So... things are settling down, I think.

Keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

PT

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No MSN
Category: Life

Hey to any of my friends who happen to visit my blog. 

I got rid of my MSN.  It has been a curse to me.

So if you need to talk to me, do it the old fashioned way... by phone.  Or via email.

See you sometime in better days.

pT

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The Blessings of Brokenness
Current mood: calm
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

Until I broke
I didn't know I needed to be fixed.

Until I cried
I didn't believe in the possibility of joy.

Until my dreams were shattered,
I didn't know the real meaning of hope.

I have been close to the depths of hell.
But then I saw Heaven.

I am broken.
But God is fixing me.

And when God fixes something,
It ends up newer than when it was made.

Smile.  Being broken doesn't have to be the end.
It should be the beginning.

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Yeah...
Category: Writing and Poetry

As with all good tragedies...

One day you'll look for me

And I will be forever gone.

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RELAX????
Current mood: relaxed

Well, I FINALLY had a chance to relax on a Saturday.

All by myself, at home... no one to bother me.

Have you ever been so wound up that when you had a chance to unwind, you couldn't?  I had intended to sleep in until like 10 or even 11 and just "lounge around" all day.  But instead, I woke up at 8.

I still had a relaxing day though.  And I never did feel bored.  I never do.  Unlike you, who must be ENTIRELY bored reading this very uneventful blog posting!  hahaha

PT

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Finally Added by Sir Paul!
Current mood: bouncy

Well, Sir Paul McCartney finally made my day!  I've been added as his friend.  That's so cool.

I know what you're thinking... he's not really my friend.  Well, if he gave permission for me to be called his friend, that's good enough for me.

Now then, what shall I talk about in this blog?

Perhaps I will talk about how I love to sing while I brush my teeth.  Wait a minute... I never sing when I brush my teeth.  That must be the other me.

Don't worry, I'm being weird on purpose.

If you read this, Sir Paul... please don't think I'm some crazy stalker.  I promise to be a good friend.  And if you're ever in the GTA, gimme a shout, I know you can afford your own, but the Lick's Veggie Burger will be on me!

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new blog for no reason...
Current mood: cranky

I don't know why I'm posting this new blog.   I've really got nothing to say.

I'm tired.  I feel a bit cranky.  On the other hand, life is good. 

I wonder why Paul McCartney hasn't added me yet as one of his friends.  I'm kinda getting ticked off about it.   Oh well.  It' s not like myspace would be a big priority to him.  He probably hires some guy to keep it up for him.

Let's see... what else can I talk about?

Oh yeah...I can talk about cheese.

Well, maybe not.

Toodles!

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